Longing

I have such a longing to be artistic.  I don't have time to be artistic right now because of school.  All I want to do is play in Photoshop, make videos, and read.  I used to paint a lot, but not so much anymore.  I had an opportunity to paint this past weekend when a friend took me home for the weekend with her.  I forgot of course how much I enjoyed it.  I just want to make things.  I think it makes me feel whole, somehow, like it's another part of me, is to do something.